


The other day I was watching the news and I saw this police officer at a crime scene. He was acting all sorts of cool and tough, like most of them do, but it was clear as day, atleast to me, that he was overcompensating his actions and I immediately thought that this guy must have been beat up during his high school years. Then the epiphany came and I thought of this kid I used to taunt in hs by the name of Steven Hohstadt. I remember Steven was a gangly kid, wore glasses and jumped at the slightest noise. If you were to make eye contact with him he would quickly look away and take on a look of worry. I am sure that this had much to do with why he was heckled as much as he was not to mention the the others just like him in his clan of friends. So it was at this moment during my epiphany that I questioned whether it was truely possible if Steven ended up becoming a police officer. Could it be possible that I may have contributed to the existing police populus of another overbearing, overcompensating individual with a bad attitude and a sidearm in a position of authority? I can only hope that Steven was a better computer nerd than a tough guy wannabe but if he did end up as a cop well, God help us all!
Another thing I must share:
Lately I have been on this karma thing and following the "my name is earl" movement. Seems fitting that at some point in your life you must finally take responsibility for your past actions in order to balance out the good/bad things you may have been party to earlier in your existence. At some point you must become a member of the community and not just a body taking up space. So naturally I want to try to change my life and become a more positive person and do positive things thus allowing life to recipricate favorably back onto me and mine. So the other day my dog buddy (the lab) dug up part of the back yard (still just dirt) and uncovered a concrete slab. Upon further inspection I realized it was part of the old foundation and there were two slabs not just the one. These slabs are about 8" thick 14" wide and about 9' long. No I was not exactly a happy camper because there was only about 2 to 3 inches of dirt over them and I was planning on putting grass in. The next day the guy clearing the lot next door brought in a back hoe and I got to chatting it up w/him trying to figure out the best way to remove the slabs. He then asked me if I could drive the back hoe then offered to leave me the keys and a chain to dig them out then drag them over to the empty lot where he could make use of them. Talk about karma throwing me a bone! That worked out great. So today while standing in line at a store I noticed there was a 10 dollar bill on the floor and the couple in front of me were standing right on top of it. When we moved I bent down and grabbed it, folded it up in my hand and thought BONUS! I did not see anyone drop it but I figured if someone spoke up then I would offer it up. Wouldn't you know that the couple in front of me had dropped it and once they tried to pay realized their loss. I immediately offered the money to them and the 3 or 4 people behind me were so amazed at my honesty felt the need to speak up and congratulate me as well as the couple whose money I picked up. Do good things and good things will happen to you even if it happens backwards.
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